BINGO!

wooooh!!
i won P20 sa bingo!!
wahahahah!!

didto ku halin daan sa ila..mga 1pm ku to nagkadto..actually, we had a plan to watch DVD puh galing kay nagbrown-out so wala xa nadayon eh..

uhm.i had a great time with her..and rep2x (his dreadful little brother) is sooo cute!!
kay nagwaer xa glasses ang bling2x..eeehhh!!gangstah!!

taz mu nah eh..kwetuhan mode sa room nya and then around 5pm nagbingo kame!!
mu lang na guro danay ah!! uhmmwaaahh!! ♥

PS
i  <3 her ^^

anyway this is rep2x (Rick Filipp)

just a quick update..

heeeyyyy!!
i am so tired.i've been at czen's store to copy some songs from her laptop (for my flashdrive)
it has been a long afternoon but i find it pretty boring..
first i've stayed all the time in our house
then, i haven't seen her for ages..i misssss herrrr sooooo muchhh!!!

uhm..got to go i think..

arrghhh!! i cant post the music video of Panic at the Disco's Northern Downpour!!
so i'll post it as a link instead. :(

LSS: Amber Pacific - Gone So Young

Quote: Oh sure, I think other guys are cute, but every time I see a cute guy, I remind myself of how cute you are. Of how much you love me. Of how much I love you. Of how sweet you are. Of how you can always brighten my day. And suddenly, that other guy doesn't look all that good anymore.


♥ her :(


PS: i love this two kids!!

THANKSGIVING SUNDAY :)

yehey!! i love this day!! i super duper do!!

today is our thanksgiving sunday sa church kag nag-enjoy gid ko the whole day!!

i went to the church around 8am kay amu na ang instruction ni tata g. kei may assignment daw ang mga college students nga kami ang manghatag sang meal tickets..puh pag-abot ku to, nakita ko sila nga mi mga upod nga bata kag gakanta sang "ang mga ibon" hehe (ang mga bata na lumilipad..wahahahah)

te amu to jun eh..nashock pa ku nga ginhambalan yah ku nga mastory ku kuno! te indi gid ku yah prepared kag ang una nga nagsulod sa pinsar ko ay ang story ni Baby Moses..so i did it..saja man kay ka attetive man sang mga children from several outreaches..it was so fun telling stories nga kada joke2x mu, gakadlaw gid cla bala..after magstory, nagplay kami "paint a picture" kag kasadya gid kaayo..

sang nagsaka na sa babaw para sa worship service..hala kadamu sang tawo (again) nagtataka gid ku na bala..bakit kaya taga Thanksgiving Sunday kag Christmas Day kag kung anu2x pa da nga mga occasions bala, damu2x gid na jun ang gasimba.hehe

but..anyways..amu na na eh..meju nwad-an gid ku sang chair kay ginhatag ko sa isa ka adult woman..te meju didto nalang ko sa sagwa nagpamati sang sermon upod ni manang el-el nga wala man chair..hehe

lunch time..ay kasadya gid kay nagstart na panghimus ang tanan..mga costumes, etc..basta amu na..and we need to apply a light make up.haixt nag eye liner lang ko yah kag nag pamulbos kag nag lip balm..i looked okay..hehe..taz kami pa bi ang number one!! so mu na..we did it well.kag damu naghambal nga BAKOD kami..well :) but then, we won the 2nd prize lang kay ang Baptist Men ang nagdaog kuno sang 1st prize..but that's okay..

nakatipon kami P700+ nga money kag we are going to have a dinner party (..haha) karun sa church mga 6pm..geh2x kay mbakal pa ko sang Fried Chicken..hehe.xx

missing her :(

eye bags

students' night sucks a little..but all in all, i've slightly enjoyed it..well, i'm not talking about the activities, i mean the moments that i've spent with my Jabei.. (Happy 2nd birthday Jabei, her diary.) uhm..she ate her dinner with me and Messy (at our house) and then around 8pm, we went to the campus to attend the event.

we were wearing a black shirt, a black skinny jeans, and a black converse..i love our outfit! (we look like twins)
all along the way to the school, she was taking a lot of pictures using my phone..i don't know what's gotten into her but she is really addicted to street lights.back to the original topic, we spent our time on the playground..playing on the seesaw, swing, monkey bar, etc. then we ate hotdogs again, with a mango shake..

the disco started earlier as i've expected..it was just 8:30pm when the music finally covered the whole lawn..the students started going at the middle and went dancing like crazy..they do not really care if the lawn's muddy because of the rain..they just wanted to dance. freaks..:)

we were just sitting on the edge for about an hour or two..laughing at our own jokes, eating lollipops, and taking weird pictures. then the disco was suddenly stopped cause they had this weird pageant for gays..its called (i dunno if i'm right) "search for mr. comedy bar 2010" i really don't know..it's kind of boring. and i'm starting to yawn already..but then, the rain came.haha! some of the people ran to the canopy..but meg and I went to the ETC booth where our other friends were.
 we drank Coke for free..but it sucks because it isnt cold. so we went to buy hotdogs again..and dang, there were no sticks available..so we have to hold the HOT HOTDOGS with just a piece of a brown paper..

then, the rain went really really hard..and we have to go to another place because the people started to get us stuck on that small booth..so we headed for the stage..fortunately, there was a dry area perfectly suitable for the five of us (meg, tata, jera, messy, me) but then, jera suddenly disappeared and after 15minutes, i received a text from her that she's on the Rose of Sharon (that's a multi-purpose building) and she's watching a movie..(the spy next door, the last airbender) so, meg and I decided to go there..to kill the boredom.

gosh. i was so surprised when i saw the students in the Rose of Sharon..most of them were lying on the floor.some were still watching the movie attentively though..meg and I found Jera on the middle part of the room, and we settled ourselves beside her.. later on, we lay down..because we were sooooo sleepy that time..

thanks. 4am arrived quickly and we went home..OUR home.. yepp.. she slept over our house..and i love it..haha! we didn't sleep of course..xx uhmm..basta lang ah! haha!!

around 6am she fixed herself and went home..i walked with her up to the terminal and that's it.. :)
g2g. have a dance practice for the Thanksgiving Sunday tomorrow!
byeee!! ♥

yum yum yum

students' night

wahahaha!!
students' night na namun dugay2x!!

i'm not that excited kay boring man na japun the whole night..
some people would probably enjoy it..but not me..hehe
anti social gid ko nga daan yah..hehe

meg's with me right now..singing her not-so-favorite song..NEW PERSPECTIVE.by Panic @ the disco..


uhm..what else..ah diri nalang asta ah..hehe
kay nainit ko sa computer kay wala mayu gafunction ang Enter
arrgghhh!!!

so..toodles for now??
super excited!! because at last..im gonna spend the whole night with her!!


PS
nag-away kami gali kagab-e..mayu lang kay nasettle :)

coool :)

Is it the end of all?

its time to change the language..i feel like speaking my own dialect at this point of time..cguro sa tama nga kaakig? i dunno..indi man ko akig ah..i was just having my usual mood-shifts..ambot sa iya ah kay nangakig man xa.

i don't know what had really happened..du kadasig lang bala aw..(around 3:30pm) we were just walking pakadto sa LCCC kay gusto nya magwatch sang Inang Lahi..te kay gakumod-kumod ko kay daw bitin akun nga pagcomputer..then she went insisting nga mabalik nalang kami kuno sa Roelyns (computer shop) te kay indi na ko..haizt. dayon, amu na to eh..du ginbayaan nya na ko. I cried.


jun cge lang ko sunod cya..she was sitting on the Filipino Building sa stairs..du gusto ku xa palapitan puh basi indi yah ku pagsapakon..te wala nalang eh..then suddenly I saw her walking past me.nagpungko to sya sa mga chairs para maglantaw na sa Inang Lahi. I don't know if she didn't really notice me..or nagbulag-bulagan lang xa..haixt.

maprayer meeting nalang ko dugay2x ah..i would pray nga tani...mapatawad nya ku.
diri na lang guro asta.cge ah..xo :(

PS:
I ♥ HER sooooooo much :(

til bones do us part..

That Ketchup Thing

Jabei had her lunch at our house and we have enjoyed the time together.
We were throwing ketchups at each other's faces and that was fun! lol

erm.. I ♥ her.
toodles :)

anyway, this is my shirt :)

"hey moon..please forget to go down..
hey moon dont* **you go down..********"

meg!!!!!!***go* ty9pe!!!!*9999

rrhhh..rawr!

The ULTIMATE Harry Potter Quiz

LOL. I got an O!!

it says:


Outstanding! You're ready to take the N.E.W.T. You've either read the books (or seen the movies) more than three times or you pretty much googled all the answers. But either way, you got the highest possible outcome. Ms. Granger better watch out. Now take a bow, I'm sure Dumbledore wouldn't want you to forget your manners.


:)))))) enough for now.. byeee

Quiz :)

got nothing to do.

fgfjmhjmjfhmk,lihkik,ij,l
i ♥ u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guess who wrote that...no other than..
havent i told you that were sort of addicted to this stuff?



teehee :)

LAST SONG SYNDROME:




meg really loves this guy.. i love him too. he's singing it with all those emotions and stuff. its making me cry whenever i hear it.

PS: im currently taking the quiz

What tattoo design represents you the most? in Facebook.

HENNA :)

Well hey :)

Mr. Johnson gave me the chance to get a henna tattoo for free :) This was the second time that he made it. (Yesterday was the first time anyway) 

this was the first one

my initials

the second one

Anyway, we were together the whole morning.. the whole afternoon..and I hope we would be together the whole night too..but now, she's here right beside me.. taking pictures again.  She's kind of bored.

Erm. what else? Oh!! She invited me to eat lunch at their house. and we..you know it :)
(and now she's still craving for a PowerBalance) what else..uhm arghh!!!! I can't write too much.. a lot of people are staring at the screen. tsk!! frickin' nosy.

BOOM!

hey. I've got the pictures on my phone finally transfered on the Card..
so..here are some:

the torch parade

meg loves doing this thing

another capture

but hey i have to go. bye. haven't eaten my lunch yet. sooo hungry. woosh!!

Founder's Week: Day 1

Hey!! We are sooooo TIRED. And I think we are dying. My knees were shaking so badly. We did the PE thing this morning. But before that We had our Mass Parade. Then tonight, we just had another parade, which is the Torch Parade. Well, I am sooooooo hungry. Soooooo WEAK.

Arrrggh. The butterflies on my stomach wont stop!!!
Its because Meg's kissing my cheeks. And she's making me crazy here!!

Anyway, I got my new USB Flashdrive. It was worth P450. And its just 4gig. Well. We're watching a funny video and so toodles :))

PS:
MEG'S KISSING ME AGAIN. I ♥ HER

Been There. Done That.

Hey.





Cant write too much :(
byee.

SAD.

Just dropping by to say hi..
I don't feel so okay today.
She's sitting beside me but I really can't feel her there.
You know what I mean?

We're in a WAR. :(
 I guess. I should've done something.

The weather is so bad. And I feel so cold today.
How I wish I were a stone..





PS:
I STILL L♥VE YOU

She has a backache.

She's here with me at this point of time.

Hiding her face on the table. (Err. I can't describe the exact position!!)


It's like this. The only difference was the table..

Well. I asked her if she's okay (every 2 seconds)..she said "yeah, i am"

But...I don't know. I think she's not. Her left shoulder has been aching for three days and her mom doesn't know it yet. And I guess she doesn't have the plan to tell her mom about this stuff.

I hope that her shoulder would stop aching soon. :(

I gave her a gentle massage a couple of hours ago. I wish it would help.

I ♥ HER!!

Just A Random Quote

Someone asked me the other day if my glass was half empty or half full. I was going to say it's empty, but that's not completely true. My life isn't void and I have my happy moments; but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up empting out. It will never be full because it's always leaking. And one day, it will get thrown away, because no one wants a broken glass

What She Doesn't Know Will Kill You

This was an article that appeared in the UMass college newspaper, The Daily Collegian, written by Matt Brochu, dated November 21, 2003.

You met her a few months ago, and somehow she managed to seep into your subconscious like that "Suga how you get so fly" song. Just like you have no clue who the hell sings it, you don't know why she's there. But she is, whether you like it or not. You know her cell phone, her room phone. You can dial her Aunt Doreen's house in West Springfield (where she goes to do her laundry every two weeks) faster than you can peck-out 911. But she doesn't know.

Her screenname, that generic one with her first name followed by three to five random numbers or UMass, has its own category at the top of your buddy list. Not only do you know what a "Buddy Alert" is, you've rigged your computer to play "Fat Guy in a Little Coat" from "Tommy Boy" every time her screen name changes from gray to black. Then her away message comes down, and you have a decision to make. To IM or not to IM? These are the ridiculous games that you play on a daily basis. But she doesn't know.

She's it. All right, so maybe not "it" it. Not necessarily Ms. Right, but closer to Ms. Right - up - there - with - Anna - Kournikova - and - Lizzie - McGuire - on - your - list - of - people - you'd - give - anything - to - be - stranded - with - on - a - broken - down - elevator. But it's about more than that. When is it ever about more than that? Never. Not like frilly white dress, overpriced catering, embarrassing drunk in-laws more, but closer to UMass sweatpants, two D.P. Dough Roni Zonies, a futon and a movie you have no interest in seeing more. But she doesn't know.

She's gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement. More like you're startled every time you see her because you notice something new in a "Where's Waldo" sort of way. More like you can't stop writing third grade run-on sentences because you can't remotely begin to describe something . someone . so inherently amazing. But you're a writer. You can describe anything. That's what you do: pictures to words, events to words, words to even better words. But nothing seems right. More like you're afraid that if you stare at her for too long, you'll prove your parents right: that yes, your face will stick that way. But you wouldn't mind.

You wouldn't mind that the questioning, "Hello?" on the other end makes you want to smile and throw up at the same time. You wouldn't mind worrying about what to get her for her birthday and spending $300 when you only have $17.50 and a Triple-A card to your name. You wouldn't mind that she left your TV on and the blaring infomercials wake you up at 4 a.m. . because it gives you a chance to watch her sleep. You don't mind that you've slipped up twice when you were hammered and hinted at how you feel, but she was too drunk to remember. So she doesn't know.

Sure, she's pretty, but it's about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what's going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you her heart would take about five years.

You remember everything she's ever said to you, and when that freaks her out you blame it on your photographic memory (which is a lie, you have a 2.7 GPA). You can't remember your teaching assistant's name, and you can't remember that your Puffton rent check was due four days ago, yet you remember the middle name of the kid who tripped her in fifth grade and gave her that cute little scar on her shoulder. Maybe it's because you actually listen when she talks. When do you actually listen? Never. But she doesn't know.

But she has a boyfriend. The kid is a tool, and you are not. He has no redeeming qualities, and you have about 38, even when you're hung over. You could kick his butt, and you've never been in a fight in your life. He treats her like crap, and you would treat her like the princess she believed herself to be on Halloween in 1988.

But she loves him. He wouldn't know what he had even if she slapped him across the face and dumped him, but somehow she still loves him. And somehow she still doesn't know.

Then, out of nowhere, she slaps him across the face and dumps him. She comes to you. You've been there before, so you seem like the smartest guy on earth. She cries, but your corny half-joke, half-compliment somehow gets a smile out of her that almost makes you feel ashamed that you're the only one around who gets to witness it. It looks like you might make her realize that all guys don't deserve to have rocks thrown at them.

But nothing changes. She doesn't know. You get that library elevator feeling in your stomach that she'll never know. You get that feeling that you'll be forced to write a cheesy Collegian column about her that makes "Sleepless in Seattle" look like "Girls Gone Wild."

You go to sleep. You wake up. She doesn't know. You're not in love. You're not obsessed. You blame it on the fact that you just need to get some, but still, it's about more than that. It would just be nice if once in your life, things worked out the way you wanted them to.

So ___________, it's about time you know.

Now cut this out, fill in her name, and give it to her, coward. Just let me know how it works out.

Water Fun :)

We had so much fun last night. (November 17, 2010)
But all of the details were already written on my diary.

But, I'll just write some of what we did. Well. After hanging out on the net shop, we bought an ice water (I'm watching Dora the Explorer, and Dora's voice distracts me) Then, while I'm drinking from the plastic bag, she yelled "let the battle begin.." and then she squirted the water on me!! I was shivering like an idiot. I was soooo wet.. And so, I poured (yes, poured) the water on her shirt, too!! Hahah. Now that we're even, she made me sit beside her and then she finally pour all the remaining water on us. It was so much fun!! But we can't bear the cold..thanks I brought a jacket with me.

So. I guess its time to go. Toodles :)

PS:
Maybe I can't write here for a week or two.. I'm so busy at school right now. And we'll have our Founder's Day next week.

PS 2:
Tahah!! Look at the header!! I made it last night :)



this is one of my favorite songs by Alesana..

I don't know what to write as a title.

Err. Low :) I've been there at Meg's house. It's around 1pm when I saw her watching Titanic. Yes. Classic. But IT REALLY MADE ME CRY!!

Geez. A nosy individual is reading over my shoulder. I hate her.

Well. Thanks she's gone. Uhm. Where am I? (Oh yes, I'm still on my chair.)

Uhm so..that's it. We watched it. I was behind her when the boat started to split into two. I was really crying so hard I could hardly breathe. Well. I've already watched it..maybe ten years ago? So I already have forgotten the whole story now.

But before that!! (before I sat next to her on the couch..and watched the movie) The first thing I did was to give (well, it was a toss)the surprise that I have for her.. Well it's a small plastic bottle full of paper boats. Her reaction? LOL. A big fat LOL. She was so weird. Laughing so hard because of thousands of little origami on her hand.

We played Bingo. I lost (P5.oo) Then she kissed me. :) I felt the usual knot on my stomach. How I love it. And then, I sang the song Amazed - Lonestar. And she was doing an interpretative actions on it. We're on her bed anyway.. but we're not doing anything SO SPOOKY. YET. :) Kidding.

I was raping the Play button of this song. Thank God, I found this easily.

So. I think I need to go.Btw, some of the photos from Titanic..

When he's sketching her.

The last moments!!

-.-

err..

When the boat was about to sink.

So I guess that's it. Toods :) LOL. I <3 LEONARDO DICAPRIO!!

MEG'S RITUAL.

Yes, she's joined a cult recently. Bahaha. Kidding. (Meg go away. Don't read this please. Mind your own business.) She's trying to play sounds with her lips... she pretends to be a rapper..or should I say "A HUMAN BEATBOX" Woah she got conscious. Why did you stop doing it, meg? Go on!

Meg looks like a kid. Like it's her first time to know that an earphone exists!! I said DONT READ!! :)

--now she's silent. And she's aiming a hard punch on my....owww!!!!

Well, she jv bgcuhfviylvfx kfjdlx (look at what she did!!) she just punched me!!!!

Meg: Knock2x

Me: Who's there?

Meg: CHISMIS

Me: Chismis who?

Meg: "Chismis, to the ...... of tomorrow....on the lonely night..whatever"

(in the tune of Wind of Change)

Anyways, I have prepared a SURPRISE for her..(Behave meg!!!!!good girl..)

and I will give it to her..I dunno.probably tomorrow. :))

Untitled.

I'm currently playing The Jolly Gang's Spooky Adventure Online. I love this game!! I was playing it for almost two hours in the Computer Lab at our school. I didn't attend my last class (English 3) because i got so hypnotized by this game. lol. and..anyway it's Friday and it's not a bog deal to be absent :) and we have no classes for the previous periods!! dang, I have just wasted my money going to school.

lastly, (yes, i really don't wanna get caught here) I just wanna share one song that we love..

toodles :)

Stupid.(the continuation)

..It’s due to the fact that our country does not need workers from that field anymore. I'm kinda upset because I take up BSBA and Meg's taking up BEED. It’s UNFAIR not just for the two of us but for every student who take up the same courses as ours...especially for the graduates. But I don't know if it's already approved by the government. I tried to search the net for more info but these are what I've found:

Excluded Middles: Harry Potter and the Nostalgic Kids Who Grew Up Reading Him

The generation that believed in magic

Click here

ITHINK: I've Never Read Harry Potter

The generation that believed in magic

Click here

LOL :)

Stupid.

Another boring day. School was awful, and I really wanna puke on our computer room lately. ARGHHHH!!! IT WAS SOOO HOT IN THERE!!!! and staying there for almost an hour an a half was the greatest torture I've received today!!! I also got this English 3 subject (Better Speech) and boom..we have to memorize 6-7 speeches then we'll recite it all next year (January). So I guess i'd be spending my whole holiday vacation inside my room muttering things to myself. that's nice :) Pish!! I forgot. I was chosen to be one of those who will participate on the Christmas Musicale on our school. Then there'd be a Christmas Cantata in our church... and a palyground demonstration on our PE class. Phew. I guess I need a time machine.

Another thing. Our PE teacher told us this morning that according to CHED (Commission on Higher Education) the enrollment of the courses BSBA (Bachelor of Science in Bus. Administration) IT (Information Tech.) BEED (Bachelor of Education) and HRM (Hotel and Restaurant Management) would be suspended on our country...

.have to continue this tomorrow.

Another thing :)

I'm here again :))

Now, I wanna share the lyrics of the songs that we like. Well, here it goes:

1. Forever - The Ambassadors

I may burn out like a candle

and I may pass away

I may fall just like a shooting star

my heart will stay

I’ll be yours until forever,

forever I’ll be true

to the promise I have made

from the day that I found you

forever your in my heart

even if were apart

I say, forever I’ll be yours

forever I love you

I say, forever I’ll be yours

forever I love you

my love will never fade away

even if I’ll die and

I will love you until the end of time

even without your smile

So help me please I beg you

don’t walk away I need you

just stay with me and be by my side

take my hand and will work it out

Until forever I’ll be yours

forever I love you

I say, forever I’ll be yours

forever I’ll be true

my love will never fade away

even if I’ll die and

I will love you until the end of time

even without your smile

So help me please I beg you

to stay....

2. Amazed - Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts

I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I want to spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin

The taste of your kiss

The way you whisper in the dark

Your hair all around me

Baby you surround me

You touch every place in my heart

Oh, it feels like the first time, every time

I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Every little thing that you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I want to spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby, I'm amazed by you 

3. Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon

So you sailed away into a gray sky morning

Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now

But it's not so bad

You're only the best I ever had

You don't want me back

You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world now I'm just a phony

Remembering the girl leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter, make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad

You're only the best I ever had

You don't need me back

You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to patch me up inside

But I can't take it so I run away and hide

And I may find in time that you were always right

You're always right

So you sailed away into a gray sky morning

Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring

What was it you wanted? Could it be I'm haunted?

But it's not so bad

You're only the best I ever had

I don't want you back

You're just the best I ever had

The best I ever had, the best I ever

Err. Can't think of the others any longer. I think I gotta go. Talk to you soon :)

XO

Hey there. It has been a bad day yesterday and honestly I really don't want to talk about that matter anymore. What's important is: We've already settled it :)

But anyway, I found this pretty old video about a girl from a controversial internet video that shows her hurling defenseless puppies into a river has been identified as Katja Puschnik (19). 

To view the video, click here.

Ugh... Am borrrrrrreeeeedddddd.

An Excerpt from Killing Yourself to Live

We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It's easy. The first girl I ever loved was someone I knew in sixth grade. Her name was Missy; we talked about horses. The last girl I love will be someone I haven't even met yet, probably. They all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they define how you classify what love is supposed to feel like. These are the most important people in your life, and you'll meet maybe four or five of these people over the span of 80 years. But there's still one more tier to all this; there is always one person who you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it always happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of those lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they're often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else.

First Entry :)

Well. Honestly, I really do not know what to write. I was bored and I thought of making a blog, so I did it. And so now, I don’t have any idea what to do. But I’ve got a story to tell. And I guess that’s the second reason why I made a blog. My life is so complicated that I really want to end it, but I know it’s bad and God would not be pleased. Anyway, the story that I wanted to tell goes this way:

We both started as strangers, like most of the people do. In fact, I really can’t remember how our friendship started.  But I really have to go now. Talk to you soon!