i want to die.

we had a row last night. i mean, my mother and I.
i used to respect her, but..i dont know
i just found myself shouting back at her. maybe because she insulted my real family in front of many people..
i do not care much about my real family, but i dont know, maybe after all I still care about them..
i wanna go somewhere else. i really hate her. i hate them all.
i just dont want to be compared with someone else, especially with a woman who was never been a mother to me..
maybe you dont understand everything, and that's good for you..
Jab's the only one who understands..
i dont know. i wanna die.




shiRo ♥ jaBei forever