Christmas Party :(

Christmas party subong sa school.
10:00am cguro nagstart and right now, gakaun-kaun palang to cla.
i don't hate parties puh, nabadtrip gid ku yah..mu na nga nagkadto nalang ku di.
i ought to be happy but there are so many ways to be sad.
first off, it's just a little misunderstanding lang man ah..nag-away kami.
te kay i saw my cousin, Janine. then i gave her a kiss.. well, indi manlang ako ang nagkiss ya ah..pati xa man, it's not a big deal para samun ang lips to lips smack thing. (though its our first time to do it) sa public pa beh.hehe
some boys were staring at us gani muh, haha..but its Jab who took it seriously, gulpi lang xa nadula and then pagbalik nya, wala nya na ko ginsapak. haixt
daw kailinit bala haw, i asked her eh. mu 2 jun ginhambal yah nga she felt so jealous with my cousin. WHAT THE FUCK?! teh wai ku gani mayu nagreact sang gin-open topic yah si Blankie (TJ). (her ex-love) she was our classmate man ah sang high school. uhm muh na eh. she told me sang nagkaun kami sa 1-stop that she saw Blankie sa 3rd floor, then they high-fived then Blankie wont get rid of her hands (xa:te indi man ko kapalag) yuta! and then she attempted to slid Jab's hands inside her shirt or her shoulders lang. i dunno. she seems so "mailap" with her own tale. muh na jun..
tapos wala man ko nagdaug sa ticket. its worth P5000. biskan consolation nalang tani bala haw. haixt.
i hate this day. i hate myself. i just wanna die.

im gonna check these out later:
emo quotes
emo quotes again

PS:
im so hungry..
i still love her :(