it ends tonight.

the war..was done.

but it didn't end in a nice way.

i'm so sad about it.:(

i just have to tell the story before anything else:

te kay nagshopping kami ni Earth sa Lucky99 Store (sa Paradise)

and then wai xa japun gareply sakun mung..but surprisingly, i saw her sa plaza (sa kilid sang girl's lavatory) nga gakaun sang fries..like we used to do..:( i yelled her name as a usual greeting..but then she just ignored me..wai nya gid ku gani gintulok. :( ginsapak xa ni Earth, she said, "puli na kamo?diri lang ko ta ah" jun muh na eh..ginPALAPITAN KO NA GID XA..kay indi nagid ko kaagwanta.i asked her "te indi kagid magsunod??" two times..gahulat si Nanay, so i need to go..wai nya gid ko ginsapak..muh na eh.. i was just biting my tongue para ndi ko kahibi sa tubangan ni Nanay ko.. puh sang naghiwalay na kami..(ako pakadto Roelyn, xa yah sa balay) muh na to pagbreakdown ko..i looked like a fool kay cge ko lakat, cge man ko sang hibi2x..it was like, i was lost. haixt

 

nakipagbreak nalang ko cya ah..

wai naman pulos kabuhi ko now that she's not a part of it.

she keeps me living..she's my life. :(

and now that she's gone, i have to go naman..

i don't know where.. but maybe.. sa lugar nga di na ku kahibi.. ndi na ku mahurt. :(

haixt Lord. what do You really want me to learn?

nabuldayan nagid ko kaayu Lord yah..

sturyahanay naman ta ni karun buong magdamag i guess..

im planning to commit suicide pag-abot ku sa balay..

may the Lord forgive me and hug me when my breathe stops.

i will always be loving her..forever.

meg, plangga tagid ka ha..

dont cry..i love you chubz ko.forever.