i want to die.

we had a row last night. i mean, my mother and I.
i used to respect her, but..i dont know
i just found myself shouting back at her. maybe because she insulted my real family in front of many people..
i do not care much about my real family, but i dont know, maybe after all I still care about them..
i wanna go somewhere else. i really hate her. i hate them all.
i just dont want to be compared with someone else, especially with a woman who was never been a mother to me..
maybe you dont understand everything, and that's good for you..
Jab's the only one who understands..
i dont know. i wanna die.




shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

haixt...at last

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

hiyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
well after i guess 3 days of misunderstanding..
me and meg are finally okay..hehehe..
nag go sa gapun sa balay just to hug me..hehehe..
 pud di malang amu na ang mga natabu h..hahaha..
meju cinxa aku nalang danay ga pst ky adik na sha sa TUMBLR!!
HHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPP..
ge nalng aku nalang permi ah..
btw at last out stat.is over na..english nalang gid ang problema ni..heheh..
soooo.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee GODbless!!

nonito donaire did it!!!

He has just defeated Fernando Montiel in like 2 rounds!!!!!!


according to the @INQUIRERSportsin twitter:
Nonito Donaire KOs Fernando Montiel in the 2nd second round. It's over!




i love it!!!
but you know, i feel so weird..
i didint expect that the fight would just last less than 5 minutes..it's pretty annoying.hehe
but when he did that left hook, i just found myself screaming like a lunatic..lol
i am soo happy for him :D

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

heyah

uhh. nothing much is up today.
g2g.

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

we are over.

i guess we are. :(
so sad right now.
i'm thinking if would delete all my accounts.
i hate life. i hate everyone.

and the feb14 letter that i was supposed to give was thrown on the garbage can.
i just can't bear it.



shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

basketball game!

we won!! we won!! we won!!!!!!!
hahahahaha!!
i was playing basketball with my classmates a while ago!!
and i am like, so excited to tell you that we won!!!!!!
hahaha!!!!!!
i am just so happy..i've never imagined that we will dominate them..they're like, so tall and all that..
but still, we are intelligent and fast.. :)
i think that's all for now..
i still should work on my database..
good day!!

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

i love this dayyyy!!!

i am so sorry for being so lazy to update you :)
but i really love this day!!!!
Business Presentation is really over!!!
and guess what? we've got an A+!!!!!!
i am soooooooo happpeeeeeee!!!

i was like, enjoying every minute when i was at the front of them..
i have to do it, i have to play it cool..
because i would really collapse if i don't..
i am a bit confident, but my knees aren't :|
but i really glad that i made it..we made it all so well!!..
and i just can't believe that it's really overrrr!!

but, there's always a problem anyway..
we still have to pass those 5 databases on Friday..
and oh, fuck.. it's fool's day -- Feb. 14..
so far, i've seen a couple of fools roaming around the city.. :)

thanks God!!! thanks for being there when I did my reporting!!
i love YOU!!!!!!


oh, i love Google today :)

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever :)

:)

BEEN THERE AT JAB'S :)
YOU KNOW WHAT WE DID..
HER PROJECT :) AND MY DATABASES.

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

THE BIGGEST SHIT

"you let out the dragon inside me!!" -- Miss Weng

well, yeah. this day is a total shit. I really want to die!!! or go somewhere else..no, i wanna go to place where computer doesn't exist!! hell yea, I wanted to go back to 1900's.. of the A.D.'s or B.C.'s..whatever.. it's all because of the fact that i am soooooo pissed off with our Computer 2 teacher, well, not really with her..but with the decisions that she have made this morning.
this isn't a big deal, really. she's just dropping the whole class, that's all.
and thank God, she has a little mercy left, she won't be dropping us if we pass FIVE MS Access Database on MONDAY..ALL ON MONDAY.


i could say that we all deserved it.. I mean, we got into her nerves. and one thing, she's pregnant.. and she's not supposed to get angry or something. but..well, we provoked her to.. and it's our fault. yeah..i'm one of the reasons..we're late. we arrived like 7:30am? and our class begins at 7am..she was, like, so furious! she was cursing all of us and that's it..we consumed the remaining 30minutes listening to her..looking at our knees and all..

fuck. i shouldn't be here.. i should be working on our database..

P.S.
WE ALL DON'T KNOW HOW TO WORK THIS SHIT OUT.
but it's now or never..and I really have to do my best, or else..I will be dead.
so help me, God.

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

too happy :))))

who will not be?? lol
just imagine that Friday would be a great holiday for us!! haha!!
all our teachers wont be around on Friday!! and I love it soooo much!!


anyway, there's nothing much to discuss today..
the only thing that i would tell you is that: i found something written on my old (but unused) pad paper..well, i found my letter to myself. i don't exactly remember everything about that letter.. but i love the content. heheh.. because it consisted of all the burdens, problems, worries, insecurities, and all!!
half of it were badly written, maybe out of real anger.. and the primary reason of it was no other than, of course, my mom..


and then, i was reading anne frank right? well, she too is furious at her mother (as i am)..
and then, i could really reflect on her letters..i mean, it's all happening to me, too.
if she's alive, maybe we'll be great friends..
i wish i was born in the 1920's too.


that's all for today i guess.. :))
toodles..












shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

SHES JUST THE GIRL IM LOOKING FOR..!!!!!

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
uhm hi.. me again hehehe
in listening to the sing called "the girl"
and i loved it soooooo much...
so im waiting her ryt now..
im working with my demo..coz y ku katalupangud nga next week na gle akun demo ia..hhahaha agui teh..baka2x gid subung gna week eh..haixt

wata anu gid ai!!!!!!!!puro balayran haixt so.. thats all byyeeeeeeeee for now..


"cause shes bittersweet she knocks me over my feet...shes a mystery..
shes too much for me..
shes just the girl im looking for!!!!!!!!!...."
love her... soo much..



jab..

HIYAAA!!

oh just another random post..lol

i guess i am really getting out of my mind..haha!!

uhh hey by the way, i've listened into Brick By Boring Brick (Paramore) a while ago..and I have missed it sooo much!! 

and uhm..i am currently reading the book Anne Frank: the Diary of a Young Girl.

well, I've read it last summer but I just want to re-read it..i miss Anne Frank so much and I really really adore that girl..

if she's still alive, maybe she would be so pissed off if she knows that everybody in the world has already read her diary..haha!!

have to go..toodles!!

tumblr mode :)

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

oh at last.

weeeh!!! i super lurrve this day!!
well, we don't have classes in English and Accouting!! woohohohohho!!
and plus, Meg and I are okay again!!
i miss her soo much to death.. and 2 hours would be like eternity for me..
her last subject (Statistics) is 5pm-6pm.. and it's just 4:30 here!!!!
eeeh!!

anyway I'm currently listening to



i just heard it when the tricycle passed and then i love it..lol
well, it's not new to me..i've already heard it somewhere, but i just don't know what the title is..
uhmm. shitty shitty.. byeee!!
have tooo goooo!! tumblrin' :D



shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

FOG. FOG. FOG.

oh hey.

well. the fog is so thick this morning.

when i went to school, i thought it was better if i just leave my jacket because the climate already came back to normal. i mean, it is getting hotter these days..no more weird and cold wind every morning and every night.

but when the tricycle (yeah i chose to ride on a tricycle today) arrived at the school, woah.. it was soooo cold. and anyway, our teacher is pregnant. :) and she chose to be optimistic from now on..i came late, as usual.. and then she was like, "hey! what happened to your hair?!" lol. and to which i replied "oh, shut the fuck up" well in my mind of course..my real reply was "leave it, miss"

-brb~

i am back..oh well by the way, yesterday, i spent the whole afternoon at Jabei's. uhh well, we're super okay.. and then ugh. we had a fight last night. i don't know..it is not a fight, she just went cold,all of a sudden. i don't wanna talk about it here.

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

i wish i didn't cry much.

oh. i am just sad.
sad because of something.
something that i would never ever write here.

oh i'm getting really crazzyyyyy!!!!
and its all just because of this stupid keyboard!!
the number keys on the top of the qwertyuiop isn't functioning!!
and i have no choice but to use the alt- wtf..
well, honestly this problem is about ages ago..i just didn't want you to know about it.
got to go.

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

HIYAAAAAHH!!!!
well, i'm just happeeeeeee!!!
not just because of the fact that I've got the perfect score on our Accounting quiz a while ago..
but because of another fact that WE'RE ALREADY TEEEEENN MOOOONNNTTTHHHSSSSS!!!!
i am soooooo happy..really.

i could still remember back in February 2010, we are close..too close.
and then I end up fallin in love with her..that's why I've made a diary too..
which is celebrating it's birthday today :)
i am sooo happy that we're still alive and kicking each other's butt.lol
and i pray that somehow, well, somehow, we'll still be together..
i want it to be forever but we both know that IT CAN'T BE.
and that's the saddest part of it.

uh-oh..i should be happppyyy.  should be happppyyy.  should be happppyyy.
i really love Copy-Paste :)
i am waiting for her right now..i miss her sooo much!!!

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

PS
i really love Copy-Paste :)

HAPPY DAY 3

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever



today is our hapy day 3 so i made a simple letter for her..hehehe hope she'll like it later..
meg is in my left side ..invading my phone..
so sya naman ma write di ah
hehehe.. bbyyyyeeeeee

im jab btw

spaghetti galore.

hiyaaa!! we are eating spaghetti right now :)
(i still wish the frickin date would be okay again.hmm)
uhm..yummeeh!!!
i love the spaghetti..especially the one who puts the spoon on my mouth :) mmmm.. :)
uhm anyway, it's Jab's mom's birthday today..
and i really have to go find my monologue piece now.!!

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever