IT ENDS TONIGHT :)

wooooh..
tomorrow is a brand new day!!
a brand new year!!
and i hope, a brand new life for me!! haha!!

i'm not so excited..but i'm counting down!! hahaha!!!
uhm, meg will be here tomorrow..
and she'll be tasting the mango float and the fruit salad that i made!! :))

PS:
i am loving tumblr.



i love her sooo much!!
thank You LORD!!

it ends tonight.

the war..was done.

but it didn't end in a nice way.

i'm so sad about it.:(

i just have to tell the story before anything else:

te kay nagshopping kami ni Earth sa Lucky99 Store (sa Paradise)

and then wai xa japun gareply sakun mung..but surprisingly, i saw her sa plaza (sa kilid sang girl's lavatory) nga gakaun sang fries..like we used to do..:( i yelled her name as a usual greeting..but then she just ignored me..wai nya gid ku gani gintulok. :( ginsapak xa ni Earth, she said, "puli na kamo?diri lang ko ta ah" jun muh na eh..ginPALAPITAN KO NA GID XA..kay indi nagid ko kaagwanta.i asked her "te indi kagid magsunod??" two times..gahulat si Nanay, so i need to go..wai nya gid ko ginsapak..muh na eh.. i was just biting my tongue para ndi ko kahibi sa tubangan ni Nanay ko.. puh sang naghiwalay na kami..(ako pakadto Roelyn, xa yah sa balay) muh na to pagbreakdown ko..i looked like a fool kay cge ko lakat, cge man ko sang hibi2x..it was like, i was lost. haixt

 

nakipagbreak nalang ko cya ah..

wai naman pulos kabuhi ko now that she's not a part of it.

she keeps me living..she's my life. :(

and now that she's gone, i have to go naman..

i don't know where.. but maybe.. sa lugar nga di na ku kahibi.. ndi na ku mahurt. :(

haixt Lord. what do You really want me to learn?

nabuldayan nagid ko kaayu Lord yah..

sturyahanay naman ta ni karun buong magdamag i guess..

im planning to commit suicide pag-abot ku sa balay..

may the Lord forgive me and hug me when my breathe stops.

i will always be loving her..forever.

meg, plangga tagid ka ha..

dont cry..i love you chubz ko.forever.

B A C K

gosh..i didn't finish typing the previous entry kay nag brown out man sa computeran to sa school.!!

but anyway, about Jab and I..well, as usual. We're okay now :) and I'm so happy about it..kay nagsorry na xa sakun..and then she told me that she regret being so stupid last night..at first, daw gaduwa2x pa ku kung makikipag-ayos ko sa iya but then finally, i did.. I love her so much after all... and I would just cry if we decide to separate. Kapirdihan man na japun namun duwa..hehe

now.she's minding her own world sa computer5 (computer10 ku) gacomputer man xa..hehe ginpasugtan ko nalang kay dugay man xa wala kakapyot computer.wahaha!!

by the way, I have something to tell..it's a secret..hehe
kay nag order ko sang 2 boxer's shorts sa 2nd Ave para i-gift ko kay Jab sa Dec24!!
I would be surprising her again!! eeehhh!!
they cost 180 all in all kag gina separate ku gid ang payment from my allowance para di ku na bala magasto!!hehe..uhm, ang utang ko nalang to is 120.00 and makaya ko na asta magFriday cguro ah!! :) I love it!!

nothing so special had happened sa school..except sang ginhambalan ko sang teacher ko nga "nearly perfect" kuno ang pagdeliver ko sang "About me" (a description about myself nga ginpa-assignment niya sang Friday) well, i was so thankful to the Lord nga wala ko nabulol pag deliver ko..hehe mu lang na guro subong ah..kapuy type kay du ka tig-a sang keyboard :)

Best friends are the people who make your problems their problems.. just so you don't have to go through them alone ♥


LSS: Beautiful girl (the classic one) ---- aaaarrrgghh!!!