haixt...at last

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

hiyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
well after i guess 3 days of misunderstanding..
me and meg are finally okay..hehehe..
nag go sa gapun sa balay just to hug me..hehehe..
 pud di malang amu na ang mga natabu h..hahaha..
meju cinxa aku nalang danay ga pst ky adik na sha sa TUMBLR!!
HHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPP..
ge nalng aku nalang permi ah..
btw at last out stat.is over na..english nalang gid ang problema ni..heheh..
soooo.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee GODbless!!

i love this dayyyy!!!

i am so sorry for being so lazy to update you :)
but i really love this day!!!!
Business Presentation is really over!!!
and guess what? we've got an A+!!!!!!
i am soooooooo happpeeeeeee!!!

i was like, enjoying every minute when i was at the front of them..
i have to do it, i have to play it cool..
because i would really collapse if i don't..
i am a bit confident, but my knees aren't :|
but i really glad that i made it..we made it all so well!!..
and i just can't believe that it's really overrrr!!

but, there's always a problem anyway..
we still have to pass those 5 databases on Friday..
and oh, fuck.. it's fool's day -- Feb. 14..
so far, i've seen a couple of fools roaming around the city.. :)

thanks God!!! thanks for being there when I did my reporting!!
i love YOU!!!!!!


oh, i love Google today :)

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever :)

THE BIGGEST SHIT

"you let out the dragon inside me!!" -- Miss Weng

well, yeah. this day is a total shit. I really want to die!!! or go somewhere else..no, i wanna go to place where computer doesn't exist!! hell yea, I wanted to go back to 1900's.. of the A.D.'s or B.C.'s..whatever.. it's all because of the fact that i am soooooo pissed off with our Computer 2 teacher, well, not really with her..but with the decisions that she have made this morning.
this isn't a big deal, really. she's just dropping the whole class, that's all.
and thank God, she has a little mercy left, she won't be dropping us if we pass FIVE MS Access Database on MONDAY..ALL ON MONDAY.


i could say that we all deserved it.. I mean, we got into her nerves. and one thing, she's pregnant.. and she's not supposed to get angry or something. but..well, we provoked her to.. and it's our fault. yeah..i'm one of the reasons..we're late. we arrived like 7:30am? and our class begins at 7am..she was, like, so furious! she was cursing all of us and that's it..we consumed the remaining 30minutes listening to her..looking at our knees and all..

fuck. i shouldn't be here.. i should be working on our database..

P.S.
WE ALL DON'T KNOW HOW TO WORK THIS SHIT OUT.
but it's now or never..and I really have to do my best, or else..I will be dead.
so help me, God.

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

too happy :))))

who will not be?? lol
just imagine that Friday would be a great holiday for us!! haha!!
all our teachers wont be around on Friday!! and I love it soooo much!!


anyway, there's nothing much to discuss today..
the only thing that i would tell you is that: i found something written on my old (but unused) pad paper..well, i found my letter to myself. i don't exactly remember everything about that letter.. but i love the content. heheh.. because it consisted of all the burdens, problems, worries, insecurities, and all!!
half of it were badly written, maybe out of real anger.. and the primary reason of it was no other than, of course, my mom..


and then, i was reading anne frank right? well, she too is furious at her mother (as i am)..
and then, i could really reflect on her letters..i mean, it's all happening to me, too.
if she's alive, maybe we'll be great friends..
i wish i was born in the 1920's too.


that's all for today i guess.. :))
toodles..












shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

HIYAAAAAHH!!!!
well, i'm just happeeeeeee!!!
not just because of the fact that I've got the perfect score on our Accounting quiz a while ago..
but because of another fact that WE'RE ALREADY TEEEEENN MOOOONNNTTTHHHSSSSS!!!!
i am soooooo happy..really.

i could still remember back in February 2010, we are close..too close.
and then I end up fallin in love with her..that's why I've made a diary too..
which is celebrating it's birthday today :)
i am sooo happy that we're still alive and kicking each other's butt.lol
and i pray that somehow, well, somehow, we'll still be together..
i want it to be forever but we both know that IT CAN'T BE.
and that's the saddest part of it.

uh-oh..i should be happppyyy.  should be happppyyy.  should be happppyyy.
i really love Copy-Paste :)
i am waiting for her right now..i miss her sooo much!!!

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

PS
i really love Copy-Paste :)

boredom.

how could i really kill it?!


now playing:





 i am so bored!! i am sitting with nikki right now and i really wanna go home!!
but i still have some 30min to finish this thing..lol


we played volleyball for our PE practical exam..
and i wish i just acted like i am sick..
volleyball sucks!! look at me now, i feel like i am so tiiirreeedd!!
and my hands hurt!! i keep on batting the ball, and the ball is sooo hard!!
i hate it..
okay im outta here.
there so many morons here by now..
toods :)

Christmas Party :(

Christmas party subong sa school.
10:00am cguro nagstart and right now, gakaun-kaun palang to cla.
i don't hate parties puh, nabadtrip gid ku yah..mu na nga nagkadto nalang ku di.
i ought to be happy but there are so many ways to be sad.
first off, it's just a little misunderstanding lang man ah..nag-away kami.
te kay i saw my cousin, Janine. then i gave her a kiss.. well, indi manlang ako ang nagkiss ya ah..pati xa man, it's not a big deal para samun ang lips to lips smack thing. (though its our first time to do it) sa public pa beh.hehe
some boys were staring at us gani muh, haha..but its Jab who took it seriously, gulpi lang xa nadula and then pagbalik nya, wala nya na ko ginsapak. haixt
daw kailinit bala haw, i asked her eh. mu 2 jun ginhambal yah nga she felt so jealous with my cousin. WHAT THE FUCK?! teh wai ku gani mayu nagreact sang gin-open topic yah si Blankie (TJ). (her ex-love) she was our classmate man ah sang high school. uhm muh na eh. she told me sang nagkaun kami sa 1-stop that she saw Blankie sa 3rd floor, then they high-fived then Blankie wont get rid of her hands (xa:te indi man ko kapalag) yuta! and then she attempted to slid Jab's hands inside her shirt or her shoulders lang. i dunno. she seems so "mailap" with her own tale. muh na jun..
tapos wala man ko nagdaug sa ticket. its worth P5000. biskan consolation nalang tani bala haw. haixt.
i hate this day. i hate myself. i just wanna die.

im gonna check these out later:
emo quotes
emo quotes again

PS:
im so hungry..
i still love her :(

shoes. :(

argh!! i can't walk straight!!
eeehh..ara na naman ang sabad nga Enter hu..gabalik yah!! yorts..
katalaka gid ah..hehe

but anyway ha, my feet REALLY hurts!!
as in..gahibi na ku gani gawa di hu..eehhhh
takit takit gid yaaaahhh!!!
i dont know..puh basi namag-uhan naman guro suksok sang school shoes eh..hehe
baw pila gid to daan ka-days wala mayu class..puh nagpuli na ko ah..kag nagchange na ko sang slippers.haixt.
i feel better na.

i just wanna share what had happened sa school kagina nga hapon..well, 1:00-2:00 wala class, so its okay..we just waited there and its kinda boring..2pm.gosh kalbaryo!! yeah2x. it was a turture. hehe
te kay i was expecting that the same teacher would be handling us..puh no!!! it was the son of our school dentist who will be teaching us for the rest of the semester!! but i sorta like him..muh lang na galing. daw ka weirdadoo sa iya..and then he was speaking english all throughout the meeting. gosh. kakanosebleed pare!!
and we have an assignment for Monday..we're going to introduce ourselves..i hate that stuff.wtf

eeehh..bad news pagid..our teacher in SocSci 2 would be Ms.Cawit again!! i don't hate her..but i don't like her either!! uhm..basta ah!! te kay Sociology na xa namun!! and then SocSci pagid!?! SocSci is 1pm-2:30pm while Sociology is 4pm-5:30!! it would be an AWESOME semester for me i guess..

ahai ah..wala man di xa japun..hidlaw na ku cya puh.. :(
haixt by the way..tatay went to Calatrava kagina..
kag wala ko nka-say goodbye sa iya kay ginkadtuan ko si Jabei.
i was having my lunch when she texted me nga she needs an immediate help..
she was on the Agora Market that time kag lowbat nagid xa (that was according to her txt)
so para hindi maghinala si mother earth ko, i finished my food then i told her nga mbakal ko yellowpad sa tinda..wtf i was lying.
tatay was still eating sang naglakat ko..

pag-abot sa tinda, mahulog gali xa kwarta..te basta amu na eh..blah blah..
nag-upod xa sakun sa house kag pagbalik namun, wala na si tatay..
ayawan xa kuno hulat sakun.
i don't know why i feel so bad. but i'm not blaming anyone..
i just feel so bad for myself..nga wala ko ka-hug cya..
i don't know.maybe subong ku lang gid guro nabatyagan ang presence sang isa ka tuod-tuod nga tatay and then, madula dayon..it's like being a One-day-Billionaire.
wala ko manlang xa nakita for the last time..i feel so sad until now.

when will i ever see him again??

PS.
she's here na :)

school :)

hey there!!
i'm here at the computer lab of our school because i still don't have classes :) and i lurrvee it soo much!!
but arghh!! the crowd's soo annoying..yes, it's a CROWD!


anyway, i just want to shut up now.
g2g.byeee :(

twitter mode.pfft.

SCHOOL SUCKS

haixt. life on earth is really amazing..but life in school is really terrifying!!

the schedule was shuffled and i'm getting so tired about it!!

argghh!!

but, good news. 

we just had classes in Accounting 13 today..CSR was great because our teacher let us rest for a while. :) and English 5 too..xx

but anyway.. jabei, nica and i had a great time playing Left for Dead with nica's laptop..we're really SCREAMING  to death (i mean, i was) because i am sooo scared!! scared with Hunter, Boomer, the Witch and stuff!! i can't stop my self from screaming so loud.hehe

err..i think this is enough for now.

i can't write. i can't concentrate.

i am soo hungry..

PS
she gave me a VULNERABLE letter. :)

I ♥ it :) and I ♥ her!

dora the explorer!! ♥ it!!

eye bags

students' night sucks a little..but all in all, i've slightly enjoyed it..well, i'm not talking about the activities, i mean the moments that i've spent with my Jabei.. (Happy 2nd birthday Jabei, her diary.) uhm..she ate her dinner with me and Messy (at our house) and then around 8pm, we went to the campus to attend the event.

we were wearing a black shirt, a black skinny jeans, and a black converse..i love our outfit! (we look like twins)
all along the way to the school, she was taking a lot of pictures using my phone..i don't know what's gotten into her but she is really addicted to street lights.back to the original topic, we spent our time on the playground..playing on the seesaw, swing, monkey bar, etc. then we ate hotdogs again, with a mango shake..

the disco started earlier as i've expected..it was just 8:30pm when the music finally covered the whole lawn..the students started going at the middle and went dancing like crazy..they do not really care if the lawn's muddy because of the rain..they just wanted to dance. freaks..:)

we were just sitting on the edge for about an hour or two..laughing at our own jokes, eating lollipops, and taking weird pictures. then the disco was suddenly stopped cause they had this weird pageant for gays..its called (i dunno if i'm right) "search for mr. comedy bar 2010" i really don't know..it's kind of boring. and i'm starting to yawn already..but then, the rain came.haha! some of the people ran to the canopy..but meg and I went to the ETC booth where our other friends were.
 we drank Coke for free..but it sucks because it isnt cold. so we went to buy hotdogs again..and dang, there were no sticks available..so we have to hold the HOT HOTDOGS with just a piece of a brown paper..

then, the rain went really really hard..and we have to go to another place because the people started to get us stuck on that small booth..so we headed for the stage..fortunately, there was a dry area perfectly suitable for the five of us (meg, tata, jera, messy, me) but then, jera suddenly disappeared and after 15minutes, i received a text from her that she's on the Rose of Sharon (that's a multi-purpose building) and she's watching a movie..(the spy next door, the last airbender) so, meg and I decided to go there..to kill the boredom.

gosh. i was so surprised when i saw the students in the Rose of Sharon..most of them were lying on the floor.some were still watching the movie attentively though..meg and I found Jera on the middle part of the room, and we settled ourselves beside her.. later on, we lay down..because we were sooooo sleepy that time..

thanks. 4am arrived quickly and we went home..OUR home.. yepp.. she slept over our house..and i love it..haha! we didn't sleep of course..xx uhmm..basta lang ah! haha!!

around 6am she fixed herself and went home..i walked with her up to the terminal and that's it.. :)
g2g. have a dance practice for the Thanksgiving Sunday tomorrow!
byeee!! ♥

yum yum yum

Founder's Week: Day 1

Hey!! We are sooooo TIRED. And I think we are dying. My knees were shaking so badly. We did the PE thing this morning. But before that We had our Mass Parade. Then tonight, we just had another parade, which is the Torch Parade. Well, I am sooooooo hungry. Soooooo WEAK.

Arrrggh. The butterflies on my stomach wont stop!!!
Its because Meg's kissing my cheeks. And she's making me crazy here!!

Anyway, I got my new USB Flashdrive. It was worth P450. And its just 4gig. Well. We're watching a funny video and so toodles :))

PS:
MEG'S KISSING ME AGAIN. I ♥ HER

Untitled.

I'm currently playing The Jolly Gang's Spooky Adventure Online. I love this game!! I was playing it for almost two hours in the Computer Lab at our school. I didn't attend my last class (English 3) because i got so hypnotized by this game. lol. and..anyway it's Friday and it's not a bog deal to be absent :) and we have no classes for the previous periods!! dang, I have just wasted my money going to school.

lastly, (yes, i really don't wanna get caught here) I just wanna share one song that we love..

toodles :)

Stupid.

Another boring day. School was awful, and I really wanna puke on our computer room lately. ARGHHHH!!! IT WAS SOOO HOT IN THERE!!!! and staying there for almost an hour an a half was the greatest torture I've received today!!! I also got this English 3 subject (Better Speech) and boom..we have to memorize 6-7 speeches then we'll recite it all next year (January). So I guess i'd be spending my whole holiday vacation inside my room muttering things to myself. that's nice :) Pish!! I forgot. I was chosen to be one of those who will participate on the Christmas Musicale on our school. Then there'd be a Christmas Cantata in our church... and a palyground demonstration on our PE class. Phew. I guess I need a time machine.

Another thing. Our PE teacher told us this morning that according to CHED (Commission on Higher Education) the enrollment of the courses BSBA (Bachelor of Science in Bus. Administration) IT (Information Tech.) BEED (Bachelor of Education) and HRM (Hotel and Restaurant Management) would be suspended on our country...

.have to continue this tomorrow.