haixt...at last

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

hiyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
well after i guess 3 days of misunderstanding..
me and meg are finally okay..hehehe..
nag go sa gapun sa balay just to hug me..hehehe..
 pud di malang amu na ang mga natabu h..hahaha..
meju cinxa aku nalang danay ga pst ky adik na sha sa TUMBLR!!
HHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPP..
ge nalng aku nalang permi ah..
btw at last out stat.is over na..english nalang gid ang problema ni..heheh..
soooo.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee GODbless!!

too happy :))))

who will not be?? lol
just imagine that Friday would be a great holiday for us!! haha!!
all our teachers wont be around on Friday!! and I love it soooo much!!


anyway, there's nothing much to discuss today..
the only thing that i would tell you is that: i found something written on my old (but unused) pad paper..well, i found my letter to myself. i don't exactly remember everything about that letter.. but i love the content. heheh.. because it consisted of all the burdens, problems, worries, insecurities, and all!!
half of it were badly written, maybe out of real anger.. and the primary reason of it was no other than, of course, my mom..


and then, i was reading anne frank right? well, she too is furious at her mother (as i am)..
and then, i could really reflect on her letters..i mean, it's all happening to me, too.
if she's alive, maybe we'll be great friends..
i wish i was born in the 1920's too.


that's all for today i guess.. :))
toodles..












shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

HIYAAA!!

oh just another random post..lol

i guess i am really getting out of my mind..haha!!

uhh hey by the way, i've listened into Brick By Boring Brick (Paramore) a while ago..and I have missed it sooo much!! 

and uhm..i am currently reading the book Anne Frank: the Diary of a Young Girl.

well, I've read it last summer but I just want to re-read it..i miss Anne Frank so much and I really really adore that girl..

if she's still alive, maybe she would be so pissed off if she knows that everybody in the world has already read her diary..haha!!

have to go..toodles!!

tumblr mode :)

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

HIYAAAAAHH!!!!
well, i'm just happeeeeeee!!!
not just because of the fact that I've got the perfect score on our Accounting quiz a while ago..
but because of another fact that WE'RE ALREADY TEEEEENN MOOOONNNTTTHHHSSSSS!!!!
i am soooooo happy..really.

i could still remember back in February 2010, we are close..too close.
and then I end up fallin in love with her..that's why I've made a diary too..
which is celebrating it's birthday today :)
i am sooo happy that we're still alive and kicking each other's butt.lol
and i pray that somehow, well, somehow, we'll still be together..
i want it to be forever but we both know that IT CAN'T BE.
and that's the saddest part of it.

uh-oh..i should be happppyyy.  should be happppyyy.  should be happppyyy.
i really love Copy-Paste :)
i am waiting for her right now..i miss her sooo much!!!

shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever
shiRo ♥ jaBei forever

PS
i really love Copy-Paste :)

dear meg ko,

tani mabasa mu ni meg bah..

i really regret breaking up with you, but i think, better nalang ni kesa sa magsuffer pa ta nga duwa everytime nga mag-away ta..we both know naman nga wala man japun pasinadtuan ni ang aton nga relasyon mung..forbidden gani bay?haixt kabudlay gid gali meg nuh?kung parting time na..but still, i keep on thinking nga indi ni and end sang tananx..i always try to accept the fact nga indi ikaw ang gin-assign ni God para sa akun...sakitx eh,abi mu haw.pero anu pa bi ang mahimu ta kay amu na na ang nakatakda..biskan anu pa gani ka-bato naton kag ginapilit naton nga mag-updanay, He would still find some ways para mafulfill ang mga naka-plano sa aton nga duwa..maybe He just wants us to learn something about life..

meg, i want you to know nga you made my life so special..you made me so happy..thank you meg for the friendship--and love.thanks for being a part of my life..thanks meg sa tanan..i've learned a lot from you..salamat sa 8 months mu nga pag-upod sakun..i hope nga someday, we will find the right person nga destined gid ya para saton..meg, palangga tagid ka yah..i never regret everything meg ko..except sa breakup ni gani hu..haixt puchat ga stop2x ang keyboard...i mean gabixo..haixt.

i love you so much meg.
i am so sorry kung imperfect ko.

a day with her.

i am back.
oh my God.
my desk is full of brown ants! (goosebumps!!!)
eeeww!!!
who the heck made this crime?!!

anyway (i am really trying to ignore them all!)
well, the keyboard sucks too huh.
i have spent the entire afternoon with Jab.
we had a great afternoon cuddling each other. ---at last i have found a perfect word for it :D
then later on, we ate street foods, arroz caldo and batchoy.

and then, thank God.
her Aunt gave us a big plate of spaghetti because it was Jabei`s neice`s 7th month!
i love that spaghetti. too bad i just ate enough.
i still want more --- there`s still more.. but i really have to go home :(
it was 5:45 when i finally reached this place again..

have to go!! uhh. lol

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad, carry you around when your arthritis is bad. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches, build you a fire if the furnace breaks. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink, put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. All I wanna do is grow old with you. - Adam Sandler


i am planning to sing this song to her in our first monthsary :)
i love her sooooooo much!!!

raining..

well,here we are now!!!
its me btw.jab..
meg is with me..sitting on my right side..
shes so cute lately..
and shes cuter now..
i eachu her ..hehe..
so no war so far..hope..till friday.
bbyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee, now..

titanic madness!!

gosh im so sory i havent updated you for years!!!!

 well anyway, this afternoon, we had this gift giving thing to our neighbors (i mean, children only)

we gave them clothes, good, and stuffs

i've enjoyed it..but went even more happier when i went to meg's house around 1pm..

i miss her sooo much..we havent met for three days an i really really miss her!!

then..of course we talked. hugged. kissed. and stuff. lol

we spent the whole afternoon together, lying on her bed kissing..and hugging each other.

talking craps and other stuffs. it wasnt boring though..

especially im with her.. eehhh!! (real shivers!!)

and before i went home, we brought "inasal" on the road.. i love it!!

and i saw my aunt, (she doesnt know that im going there in Sibucao casually..) so i have to hide..we ran and hid on the nearest house and poof..success!!

by the way, she lend me the DVD of Titanic..(rrrrhh.classic.)

but i love it!! i love it to the bones!!

i love kate..i love leonardo!! i love the whole story!!!

then.i went crying like a baby again when the boat was sinking..and i really have to turn off our TV when jack died..i was really crying so hard..like i was rose.lol

my brother asked me what's wrong, and i just said "i cant find my cellphone.." wtf. i was holding it that time.lol

err..what else?

gosh!! what the fuck!!

the couple beside me is doing their ORATIONS!!

get me?? kissing!! PDA!!

i have this picture at the back of our alarm clock. haha

eeeh!! have to go now.. toodles!

hello :)

hahah!! well..Computer 2 exams are done -- and i hate it.. arggghhh!!
by the way (i really dont wanna talk about it)
Meg and I spent time together in the city plaza last night!!
i was soo happy that time because she was making me feel that i'm so special.
she was "camera-shy" but she let me took pictures of her for the sake of my happiness :)

and then she was taking pictures of lights again..i envy her!!
she was boasting about her "talent" and i cant argue with that because its true.. wtf.
haixt..ewan..
wait lang matuon na ku ah :)
sabad kei neya kag edrielle.haha

PS
ginbutangan yah ku bala sang kyutex sa face!!
ayawan gid ko remove yah!!!

5 followers?? :)

it ends tonight.

the war..was done.

but it didn't end in a nice way.

i'm so sad about it.:(

i just have to tell the story before anything else:

te kay nagshopping kami ni Earth sa Lucky99 Store (sa Paradise)

and then wai xa japun gareply sakun mung..but surprisingly, i saw her sa plaza (sa kilid sang girl's lavatory) nga gakaun sang fries..like we used to do..:( i yelled her name as a usual greeting..but then she just ignored me..wai nya gid ku gani gintulok. :( ginsapak xa ni Earth, she said, "puli na kamo?diri lang ko ta ah" jun muh na eh..ginPALAPITAN KO NA GID XA..kay indi nagid ko kaagwanta.i asked her "te indi kagid magsunod??" two times..gahulat si Nanay, so i need to go..wai nya gid ko ginsapak..muh na eh.. i was just biting my tongue para ndi ko kahibi sa tubangan ni Nanay ko.. puh sang naghiwalay na kami..(ako pakadto Roelyn, xa yah sa balay) muh na to pagbreakdown ko..i looked like a fool kay cge ko lakat, cge man ko sang hibi2x..it was like, i was lost. haixt

 

nakipagbreak nalang ko cya ah..

wai naman pulos kabuhi ko now that she's not a part of it.

she keeps me living..she's my life. :(

and now that she's gone, i have to go naman..

i don't know where.. but maybe.. sa lugar nga di na ku kahibi.. ndi na ku mahurt. :(

haixt Lord. what do You really want me to learn?

nabuldayan nagid ko kaayu Lord yah..

sturyahanay naman ta ni karun buong magdamag i guess..

im planning to commit suicide pag-abot ku sa balay..

may the Lord forgive me and hug me when my breathe stops.

i will always be loving her..forever.

meg, plangga tagid ka ha..

dont cry..i love you chubz ko.forever.

B A C K

gosh..i didn't finish typing the previous entry kay nag brown out man sa computeran to sa school.!!

but anyway, about Jab and I..well, as usual. We're okay now :) and I'm so happy about it..kay nagsorry na xa sakun..and then she told me that she regret being so stupid last night..at first, daw gaduwa2x pa ku kung makikipag-ayos ko sa iya but then finally, i did.. I love her so much after all... and I would just cry if we decide to separate. Kapirdihan man na japun namun duwa..hehe

now.she's minding her own world sa computer5 (computer10 ku) gacomputer man xa..hehe ginpasugtan ko nalang kay dugay man xa wala kakapyot computer.wahaha!!

by the way, I have something to tell..it's a secret..hehe
kay nag order ko sang 2 boxer's shorts sa 2nd Ave para i-gift ko kay Jab sa Dec24!!
I would be surprising her again!! eeehhh!!
they cost 180 all in all kag gina separate ku gid ang payment from my allowance para di ku na bala magasto!!hehe..uhm, ang utang ko nalang to is 120.00 and makaya ko na asta magFriday cguro ah!! :) I love it!!

nothing so special had happened sa school..except sang ginhambalan ko sang teacher ko nga "nearly perfect" kuno ang pagdeliver ko sang "About me" (a description about myself nga ginpa-assignment niya sang Friday) well, i was so thankful to the Lord nga wala ko nabulol pag deliver ko..hehe mu lang na guro subong ah..kapuy type kay du ka tig-a sang keyboard :)

Best friends are the people who make your problems their problems.. just so you don't have to go through them alone ♥


LSS: Beautiful girl (the classic one) ---- aaaarrrgghh!!!

nice one :)

wahahah :)
wala lang.
didto ku halin kina Jabei and it was fun being with her.hehe
and i've enjoyed talking with her sa loob ng 4 hours.haha

eeehh..soundtrip nalang ku ah..geh2x byeee!!

PS
I made a BearShare..
Username: shiRobei34
Password: ******** haha!!
Name: Real Name ku gid..

basta amu nalang na ah..damu2x sang echosera ah!!
to0dles na bloggy kuh!! uhmmwaaahhh!!

quote: You have to find something. Something that anchors you, something that keeps you looking forward. Even on the bad days, the days when you’re tempted to look back.

np: (and probably my LSS)
Eh Eh - Lady Gaga (cherry cherry boom boom!!)

♥ her. xoxo

Is it the end of all?

its time to change the language..i feel like speaking my own dialect at this point of time..cguro sa tama nga kaakig? i dunno..indi man ko akig ah..i was just having my usual mood-shifts..ambot sa iya ah kay nangakig man xa.

i don't know what had really happened..du kadasig lang bala aw..(around 3:30pm) we were just walking pakadto sa LCCC kay gusto nya magwatch sang Inang Lahi..te kay gakumod-kumod ko kay daw bitin akun nga pagcomputer..then she went insisting nga mabalik nalang kami kuno sa Roelyns (computer shop) te kay indi na ko..haizt. dayon, amu na to eh..du ginbayaan nya na ko. I cried.


jun cge lang ko sunod cya..she was sitting on the Filipino Building sa stairs..du gusto ku xa palapitan puh basi indi yah ku pagsapakon..te wala nalang eh..then suddenly I saw her walking past me.nagpungko to sya sa mga chairs para maglantaw na sa Inang Lahi. I don't know if she didn't really notice me..or nagbulag-bulagan lang xa..haixt.

maprayer meeting nalang ko dugay2x ah..i would pray nga tani...mapatawad nya ku.
diri na lang guro asta.cge ah..xo :(

PS:
I ♥ HER sooooooo much :(

til bones do us part..

She has a backache.

She's here with me at this point of time.

Hiding her face on the table. (Err. I can't describe the exact position!!)


It's like this. The only difference was the table..

Well. I asked her if she's okay (every 2 seconds)..she said "yeah, i am"

But...I don't know. I think she's not. Her left shoulder has been aching for three days and her mom doesn't know it yet. And I guess she doesn't have the plan to tell her mom about this stuff.

I hope that her shoulder would stop aching soon. :(

I gave her a gentle massage a couple of hours ago. I wish it would help.

I ♥ HER!!

Water Fun :)

We had so much fun last night. (November 17, 2010)
But all of the details were already written on my diary.

But, I'll just write some of what we did. Well. After hanging out on the net shop, we bought an ice water (I'm watching Dora the Explorer, and Dora's voice distracts me) Then, while I'm drinking from the plastic bag, she yelled "let the battle begin.." and then she squirted the water on me!! I was shivering like an idiot. I was soooo wet.. And so, I poured (yes, poured) the water on her shirt, too!! Hahah. Now that we're even, she made me sit beside her and then she finally pour all the remaining water on us. It was so much fun!! But we can't bear the cold..thanks I brought a jacket with me.

So. I guess its time to go. Toodles :)

PS:
Maybe I can't write here for a week or two.. I'm so busy at school right now. And we'll have our Founder's Day next week.

PS 2:
Tahah!! Look at the header!! I made it last night :)



this is one of my favorite songs by Alesana..

I don't know what to write as a title.

Err. Low :) I've been there at Meg's house. It's around 1pm when I saw her watching Titanic. Yes. Classic. But IT REALLY MADE ME CRY!!

Geez. A nosy individual is reading over my shoulder. I hate her.

Well. Thanks she's gone. Uhm. Where am I? (Oh yes, I'm still on my chair.)

Uhm so..that's it. We watched it. I was behind her when the boat started to split into two. I was really crying so hard I could hardly breathe. Well. I've already watched it..maybe ten years ago? So I already have forgotten the whole story now.

But before that!! (before I sat next to her on the couch..and watched the movie) The first thing I did was to give (well, it was a toss)the surprise that I have for her.. Well it's a small plastic bottle full of paper boats. Her reaction? LOL. A big fat LOL. She was so weird. Laughing so hard because of thousands of little origami on her hand.

We played Bingo. I lost (P5.oo) Then she kissed me. :) I felt the usual knot on my stomach. How I love it. And then, I sang the song Amazed - Lonestar. And she was doing an interpretative actions on it. We're on her bed anyway.. but we're not doing anything SO SPOOKY. YET. :) Kidding.

I was raping the Play button of this song. Thank God, I found this easily.

So. I think I need to go.Btw, some of the photos from Titanic..

When he's sketching her.

The last moments!!

-.-

err..

When the boat was about to sink.

So I guess that's it. Toods :) LOL. I <3 LEONARDO DICAPRIO!!