oh my GOD.

it's random you know..but i think it would be my LSS now..
errm..Jab and I sorta had a fight. i want her to be with me right now..but then, as usual..she wont come her.pffft.
i hope i would die sooon.

Deep grief sometimes is almost like a specific location, a coordinate on a map of time. When you are standing in that forest of sorrow, you cannot imagine that you could ever find your way to a better place. But if someone can assure you that they themselves have stood in that same place, and now have moved on, sometimes this will bring hope. -Elizabeth Gilbert